I've realized something this week/weekend

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I figured out that guys my age aren't looking for girls that have "awesome" personalities and are average looking. They want hot girls that'll put out. You may be wondering how I came up with this...well don't fret...I planned on telling my story.

Apparently my 2 best friends are hot....and guys feel the need to tell me this on a regular basis like I didn't know it already! But my friends typically want NOTHING to do with these guys, so they talk to me and tell me that I'm really cool and have an "awesome" personality and leave it at that. Now granted I have no interest in these guys either cuz from what I can tell they're just tryin to hook up with whoever they can get and go after the hot girls first and then will settle for the friend if he has to (and they were interested in my friends first....). And yah...I'm soo not like that so they even strike out with the "ugly" one.

So even though guys my age will say that they want a nice girl with a good personality, a sense of humor, blah blah blah....deep down at this age they really aren't looking for that. Cuz these are the same guys that get freaked out over commitment.

And from all of this....I've finally figured out why only older guys (and I'm talkin like 40 yr old guys) are hittin in me.....cuz those are the guys that aren't so much considered with looks and are looking for the girls that they can really get along with (the girls with the "awesome" personalities)