How do you get by?

I don't think I could relate more!!
Deep down you know you should move on and you try you REALLY try! And it still does you no good, it really sucks. How can it be that the people we love sooo much can hurt us so bad? We've been burnt in the past and yet we still go back for more, hoping maybe this time around things will be different, maybe now this will look up for us, maybe now its our time to finally be HAPPY.
What really sucks tho is I haven't even hit 20 yet and already I've been burned, that SUCKS! I have lived such a small part of my life and already have scars that keep me from who I was b4 anything ever went wrong. Everytime you get burned something in you changes (to try to make you stronger) and I just wonder if when the person who is not gonna hurt me comes along, there's gonna be any of the "real" me left...