vent it...right here

Oh man, well, ill add to the maddness.

Ok, so im home from school with no job for this month long winter break. Ya im bored, but at least i still get to be with my girlfriend, and my other friends right? WRONG.


After me and my girl go to NYC to see the Rangers play the Bruins at Madison Square Garden, she gets all phreaked out on christmas about how things are getting to serious (jeeze, she's the one who brought up half the stuff about "oh wouldnt it be nice if we got married someday?")

SO, ok, we broke up - i go to see her on New Years and bla bla bla, things are kinda weird, but we leave the night on good terms and im thinkin, ok, everything is cool - ill just give her some space and things will settle down. - WRONG!

I call her on saturday and she's not happy to talk to me at all - i have absolutely no idea what is going on right now and im going crazy. I still want to be with this girl and i still love her, but i dont have the slightest clue how to deal with things right now since she is about as easy to read as brail.