yo....it is now august 4th....i've seen her every day since friday and everything was great....i had my shoulder surgery last week so i decided to go out saturday and chill at my buddies.....the one told me the night before she said it was nice being single, it was a change. today i said something aobut it.....and she dropped her head. all i said was I got f*cked over didn't I? I was like same guy huh?.....before this she said the guy called her aunt and asked for my "ex-girls" permission to come to the US to visit the US. who knows......not even sure what to think.....besides I've told her from day one I'd do anything. I sat here for 5 weeks with every opportunity to screw around....and i would've never thought twice about it.....cause i loved what i had.....had. Not even sure what to do.....i need to get healthy from the accident and move on. Now I just want to get on with everything.....move....go to school.....and live life......people ask do you still have feelings....you can get back with her....she goes there every summer....it's pointless......not sure what else to type....i'm beat.....
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