Just need to vent.

[Racing Rice]

I agree with Ducky..

Cut your loses and move on. You had your chance, but blew it when you kinda blew her off. Im sure that didnt feel to good for her. She will probably remember that for the rest of her life. Your better off if you just look elsewhere.. If that isnt a good enough answer for you, I dont know what else to tell you. Its not really anyone elses fault but your own. I know what its like to go through situations like this, and its not easy. If you get a second chance you have to take it and run with it. If you fumble the ball, chances are youll drop it. There are no more replays or do overs. You can always hope for a next time, but you shouldnt put live on hold in the meantime.

Good luck.