.:HSTuners::

*pdiggitydogg* · 12-17-2002, 10:02 AM

I know that I have to stop seeing her but everytime I try it seems that she calls on purpose to ruin everything that I have done so far. And like the idiot that I am I, like a stupid dog...I come when called...

I do the stupid things that I do because I am an honestly nice person. I mean if any of my friends needed some money to pay bills or something I'd help them out. For a while I was doing the things because I thought maybe it'd get her back but then I realized that I wasnt doing anything different from when we were together and that wasnt enough for her to stay with me anyway so why would it make a difference now? But I continued to do things just beause I suppose.

As far as the bf I really don't think he cares. Its money that he cant afford to give her (now that they live together) so why not let me handle it. He did want to give me $50 for the table set on friday...but I never got it. Appearently he's an electrical something and really doesnt make a whole lot of money

Im just so tired of caring. I dont want to anymore but like ost have said I gotta get something/someone to replace her and that should do it...I hope

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12-17-2002, 10:02 AM	#1
pdiggitydogg Yahoo Watashi wa kattaze! Join Date: May 2002 Location: Meanwhile, up in The D... Age: 42 Posts: 10,579	I know that I have to stop seeing her but everytime I try it seems that she calls on purpose to ruin everything that I have done so far. And like the idiot that I am I, like a stupid dog...I come when called... I do the stupid things that I do because I am an honestly nice person. I mean if any of my friends needed some money to pay bills or something I'd help them out. For a while I was doing the things because I thought maybe it'd get her back but then I realized that I wasnt doing anything different from when we were together and that wasnt enough for her to stay with me anyway so why would it make a difference now? But I continued to do things just beause I suppose. As far as the bf I really don't think he cares. Its money that he cant afford to give her (now that they live together) so why not let me handle it. He did want to give me $50 for the table set on friday...but I never got it. Appearently he's an electrical something and really doesnt make a whole lot of money Im just so tired of caring. I dont want to anymore but like ost have said I gotta get something/someone to replace her and that should do it...I hope