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JDMFantasy2k · 09-21-2004, 08:35 PM

well this place is dead tonight, so i think i'm gonna vent and share some shit with you guys.

Today sucked because i had to put my cat, spot "kitty", down. She hadn't eaten in over a month and was barely drinking and the vet said her kidneys were failing and she just didn't have any will to live. So after having her for 10 years since she was a kitten i was just crushed. I mean, she was my baby, she reallly meant a lot to me. I cryed so much, especially when i was holding her when they did it. So my mom was in jesus mode (she's an unbelievably devout christian), and i just shut her down hardcore. i'd get into it, but it's long and there's no point. So basically this year has sucked so much dick it's rediculous.

1. my dad dies
2. i lose my g/f kiara, who helped me through my dad's death
3.my friend's dad dies
4. get my g/f lauren, she goes home to Arizona
5 Kitty dies.

seriously, the only thing that makes me happy anymore is the rice rocket (which has been being good lately, thankfully) and Lauren (when i can actually talk to her). I swear is something were to happen to either of them i'd probably slit my wrists.

oh and another thing, i have a college entrance exam at New England Tech tomorrow, perfect.

sorry i'm posting all this bullshit but i just feel really sucky and needed to vent a little, once again.

CD5Passion · 09-21-2004, 08:51 PM

no talk about the slitting wrist deal, thats not very cool
but even so that does suck alot, I lost my first dog when I was 8 or so. A dalmation, I loved her so much and one day she just started acting weird, not eating...just laying around all day...so my dad took her to vet and I never saw her again. gues she had liver cancer and my dad didnt want me to see her..i cried hard

it sucks a lot you had so much shit happen to you, but it stuff that's bound to happen at some point and we as humans have to learn to live through the events no matter how bad they are.
well...anyways...just hope everything else stays good for you bro

*pdiggitydogg* · 09-21-2004, 10:12 PM

hey man I was there just last week...
I cant think of anything right now to actually make you feel better...because there isnt anything that will snap you out of the "suck" feeling.
Though it doesnt help, Im feeling better now, and Im sure in time, you will too.
Id feel the exact same way if I had to put my dog down (and in a few yrs I think it will happen)

mylittlecivic · 09-22-2004, 01:55 AM

I'm sorry you have had sucha bad year, We're here for you if that means anything?? *hug*

GT40FIED · 09-22-2004, 03:19 AM

I had a year almost exactly like that when I was 19. Details are unnecessary. All you need to know is that eventually goes away. How? I have no clue. It just does. I once heard a man say that tough times don't last...but tough people do.

ebpda9 · 09-22-2004, 07:18 AM

damn dude i am sorry to hear that. hopefully it will get better for you soon

09-22-2004, 10:13 AM

sorry to hear that...Hope things turn out for ya!

JDMFantasy2k · 09-22-2004, 01:21 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by mylittlecivic
I'm sorry you have had sucha bad year, We're here for you if that means anything?? *hug*

yay i got a hug from anna!

thanks guys i'm feelin better

09-21-2004, 08:35 PM	#1
JDMFantasy2k Registered User Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: northeastern connecticut Age: 37 Posts: 1,765	suckiness well this place is dead tonight, so i think i'm gonna vent and share some shit with you guys. Today sucked because i had to put my cat, spot "kitty", down. She hadn't eaten in over a month and was barely drinking and the vet said her kidneys were failing and she just didn't have any will to live. So after having her for 10 years since she was a kitten i was just crushed. I mean, she was my baby, she reallly meant a lot to me. I cryed so much, especially when i was holding her when they did it. So my mom was in jesus mode (she's an unbelievably devout christian), and i just shut her down hardcore. i'd get into it, but it's long and there's no point. So basically this year has sucked so much dick it's rediculous. 1. my dad dies 2. i lose my g/f kiara, who helped me through my dad's death 3.my friend's dad dies 4. get my g/f lauren, she goes home to Arizona 5 Kitty dies. seriously, the only thing that makes me happy anymore is the rice rocket (which has been being good lately, thankfully) and Lauren (when i can actually talk to her). I swear is something were to happen to either of them i'd probably slit my wrists. oh and another thing, i have a college entrance exam at New England Tech tomorrow, perfect. sorry i'm posting all this bullshit but i just feel really sucky and needed to vent a little, once again. __________________

09-21-2004, 08:51 PM	#2
CD5Passion Registered User Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Santa Barbara, California Age: 38 Posts: 5,446	no talk about the slitting wrist deal, thats not very cool but even so that does suck alot, I lost my first dog when I was 8 or so. A dalmation, I loved her so much and one day she just started acting weird, not eating...just laying around all day...so my dad took her to vet and I never saw her again. gues she had liver cancer and my dad didnt want me to see her..i cried hard it sucks a lot you had so much shit happen to you, but it stuff that's bound to happen at some point and we as humans have to learn to live through the events no matter how bad they are. well...anyways...just hope everything else stays good for you bro __________________

09-22-2004, 03:19 AM	#5
GT40FIED Best...mod...ever Join Date: Sep 2001 Location: At the end of the longest line Age: 43 Posts: 7,451	I had a year almost exactly like that when I was 19. Details are unnecessary. All you need to know is that eventually goes away. How? I have no clue. It just does. I once heard a man say that tough times don't last...but tough people do. __________________ 1984 1/2 Mustang GT350 #842, Faster than you...nuff said Anna Fan Club President/Dictator Someday, in the event that mankind actually figures out what it is that this world actually revoles around, thousands of people are going to be shocked and perplexed that it was not them. Sometimes this includes me. "If you want a vision of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face - forever." - George Orwell Welcome to the new Amerika

09-22-2004, 07:18 AM	#6
ebpda9 Repost Wagon Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: over here Age: 44 Posts: 17,266	damn dude i am sorry to hear that. hopefully it will get better for you soon __________________

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09-21-2004, 10:12 PM	#3
pdiggitydogg Yahoo Watashi wa kattaze! Join Date: May 2002 Location: Meanwhile, up in The D... Age: 41 Posts: 10,579	hey man I was there just last week... I cant think of anything right now to actually make you feel better...because there isnt anything that will snap you out of the "suck" feeling. Though it doesnt help, Im feeling better now, and Im sure in time, you will too. Id feel the exact same way if I had to put my dog down (and in a few yrs I think it will happen)

09-22-2004, 10:13 AM	#7
Otakuguy Posts: n/a	sorry to hear that...Hope things turn out for ya!