"Somebody Kill Me"

[mylittlecivic]

You don't know how much I need you.
While you're around I don't feel blue.
And when we kiss I know that you need me too.
I can't believe I found a love that's so pure and true.

But it all was bullsh*t.
It was a ****** joke.
And when I think of you Linda,
I hope you f**king choke.

I hope you're glad with what you've done to me.
I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy.
You left me here all alone, tears running constantly.

Oh somebody kill me please,
somebody kill me plee-ase,
I'm on my knees,
pretty pretty please kill me.

I want to die.
Put a bullet in my head.


That is the song of my life right now

I cant be with my boyfriend because of his parents?!?! i wish i was dead this whole week has been a complete nightmare

[ebpda9]

awww sorry to hear that anna. hopefully everything will be better next week

Does he want to see you though and his parents aren't allowing it. Or does he use that as an "excuse" to stop seeing you?

think of it this way, when your at the bottom all you can only go up

[mylittlecivic]

he and I care about each other very much and we want to have a relationship but his parents keep making up excuses, and he cant do anything about it

Yeah it will get better... in time

Originally posted by mylittlecivic
he and I care about each other very much and we want to have a relationship but his parents keep making up excuses, and he cant do anything about it

Yeah it will get better... in time

warniing very blunt....

if he lets his parents decide who he can and cannot see then he's not worth your time. If at the age of 18-19-20 his parents stiill rule his life, llet him see what its like without you around. He needs to do a little bit of growing up and if you mean that much to him his parents wont stand in the way. He should be speaking up and defending the relationship the two of you have. I already dont like the guy... sounds like he has no balls.

I am sorry if things truly dont work out, you're a great girl so dont get all depressed about not having him in your life. If hes not able ot defend you when his parents say 'dont date her' then hes not worth your time.

biker you beat me to it.........I mean I can understand....but yeah there's definately gotta be a line where you stand up and do somethin on your own for your better good.....it's kind of my situation....but it's not because religion plays into it...so it's very different....but if my family said no to me....and i wanted to be with someone....noone could stop me...i'd tell'em straight out how i feel about what they're sayin to me about the person i wanna be with

Well, sometimes it's just hard for parents to let their kids grow up. If you two really love each other, you'll be ok.

It'll turn out alright little civic! I'll cross my fingers for you.

Originally posted by GirlRacer
Well, sometimes it's just hard for parents to let their kids grow up. If you two really love each other, you'll be ok.

It'll turn out alright little civic! I'll cross my fingers for you.

the dude is in uni right now, that should make him 19 or 20. He's grown up...

[mylittlecivic]

well the thing is hes going off to college in august so he has to save his money he cant move out and i dunno i think he might need to grow up a little, i think moving out and being on his own will help.

[Racing Rice]

Sometimes its hard to live with parents, especially when its.. "If you live in our house, you live by our rules!" Only he knows what he wants. If they are that against you two being together then he needs to decide what he wants to do. He needs to sit down and talk to them, maybe try to come up with a compromise some how.

Try not to let this get you down to much, I know its hard.. But its really not worth destroying your world over. Your still young, you need to enjoy life for what it is. The older you get the more youll miss these days. Try not to make your past something that you regret.

Good luck.