Being me sucks sometimes..

[Grip72]

Ok so anyways here's the short story of a long story. me and my ex broke up about 2-3 months ago. she made out with some guy and does so on a regular basis now. i was hurt, miserable, sad and alone and we hated eachother, then we became best friends again so i was happy again. then it got even better...we started making out etc and we became "friends with benefits". Anyways, today we made out and afterwards we talked a bit and she decided she doesn't want to be like this anymore. WTF? I like making out and so does she...now this? She says its cuz she doesn't want to ruin our close friendship again. F*** that noice, gimme a piece woman..argh. i am so lonely :(