Stupid b*tch

[Grip72]

Hey, as alot of you know, my gf and i went out for just over a year and a half and she dumped me about a month ago. Anyways, since then she made out with this friggin ugly guy 3+ times and it makes me mad. She says she did it cuz she was lonely and took anything she could. She acts like our relationship was no big deal. She says for me to move on and get over it and its time for me to realize i screwed up and lost her. She just pretty much acts like nothing happened. Anyways, tonite (we're still friends, in a weird way) she had a lil party and it was goign fine. Then the loser she made out with showed up with some friends..uninvited..anyways, she asks thema ll to leave and they never did. Finally i decided to leave cuz i was about to snap and kick the guys ass but he didn't wanna fight me. I'm just really upset because my ex acts like i should be comfortable infront of her and the guy she made out with. She regrets making out with him and says she's not goign to anymore and she told him they will be nothing more than friends...agh...i don't know what to do. I was supposed to crash at her house and i was hoping she'd remember how much she missed me and maybe something would spark. I just really love this girl and she knows me soo well. She knows more about me than anyone, even my sister and parents. It's just such a hard loss. She told me she loves me still but we're over and that's that. It's so hard to accept and understand that she doesn't look at me 'that way' anymore..i'm sorry i just had to vent..i'm having a really rough summer!