Dang

Need....want....need....want....it all starts to look the same after a while. Arguing semantics, I would say want is the more appropriate word.

I do enjoy the freedoms of single life, however there are benefits to a relationship that just can't be enjoyed while single, and no I'm not just referring to the sack.

I want someone to share things with, who is interested in things I am but who also provides a touch of variety to my life with her own interests, someone to share a glass of wine with while watching a movie all evening, someone to cook for and with, someone to spoon with at night, someone to show me that girls aren't as bad as I've been thinking for the past few years.....ok, time to quit before I divulge all my desires.

Maybe my problem is really that I need a really close friend here, or maybe I just need a close girl friend.....either way, gots no close friends here and certainly got very few girl friends......oh the joys of knowing no women. And most of the girls I do know here are screwed in the head beyond belief that I don't even want to be friends with them. Don't get me wrong, I do recognize that all girls are screwed in the head.

See....back in high school most of my friends were girls, or at least my close friends were....then came college, 5 years of no girls....I mean, almost litereally no girls, not as friends, not as acquaintances, not as eye candy in class.....it's not just an institute, it's an institution. And now....the trend continues.

Time to go cry myself back to work!

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