about ready to give up on it all (yeah, again)

[AkimboStylee]

i know alot of people aren't going to like what i have to say, but here goes nothing. you are going through some stuff that none want to go through. you are having family problems, you are going to school i imagine full time, and working, which leaves you no time to be with the people that need you the most. i would check with your school to see if can take a leave of absence and take car of your problems. i know when i did that it helped me a little. also dont sweat the small stuff. i know 1000 in damage isnt small, but it could have been worse, the deer could have gone through the windshield, and you could have gotten hurt or even killed. i know you probably dont believe in "god" but i know i dont, but i was having some serious financial problems and i asked for help just cause you know every one says: god why do these things happen to me, why does it seem like i do everything right, but get shit apon, and the people that can do nothing right get what they want. and as i said that, no joke like 15 minutes later i got a call and i was offered a job for 13.50 an hr(i had been fired like two months ago, and struggling to find a job) and it made me think. what if he does exist? and all this happened last week. of course i dont have my civic right now, its getting fixed (GSR SWAP!!!!!!) i now this is ramling on so i am going to leave you with these words, everyhting happens for a reason, and dont let it get to you, you will see your way out of this struggle and overcome what you are having problems with