goin crazy

it is now july 16th......my girlfriend has been gone now since June 24th. I have heard from her a few times....and she'll be returning August 1st. This has got to be one of the harder times for me..us being away from one another. A lot is going on in my life and hers and I dont' want to question the relationship it just seems wierd being away....and not having a clue what she's thinking and will say when she gets back. Maybe she came over some big life change while she was there and i'll learn of it in the next few weeks. I have surgery on my shoulder 2 days before she gets back so it won't be that fun when she gets back, but it'll be the greatest relief seeing her and knowing she's back especially if everything goes as planned and we continue where we left off. This is the same girlfriend of muslim religion whose parents dont' know really know....but i do think they do to some effect....Sometimes I think....that i wouldn't know how to date a "regular" girl after all of this....meeting parents and family and what not....it's all to crazy for me right....