why do girls say 1 thing but do another

Yea you worded it right for me, I was just spazzing.. Its not that I wanted a kiss per-say, but just some acknowledgement that I meant something to her, or anyone.

I did not want to be with her for my own gratification, infact I didn't think I was good enough for her. I wanted her to find someone that treated her right. You know, like be a god-father or something.

Hehe she gets a good boyfriend I'll be like "listen, you do her wrong.. I got connections..." hahaha... just joking with him and stuff.

I really want her to be happy is all I wanted really... its a shame to have someone like that go through that bs.

And yea, the protection shit was BS. She claimed she didn't like condoms, it "ruined it". Yea, needless to say I bitched her out.

"Oh so let me get this straight, you don't want to go out with me because I might potentially scar your kids, but you dying from a STD is just dandy right?"

Yea, she used her kids as an excuse, but yet, shes dating other people she never met before, atleast the kids know who I am.


Now that I think about it, shes just not worth it.