In need of heavy advice(i'm an idiot)

Wow, i guess i got a bit of an overwhelming response to my question. hehe. damn. I haven't been home the past 2 days, so i haven't been able to read or post anything new. I imagine the arguing is over for now, and i just wanted to say thanks to those of you who helped answer my question. I appreciate it, truly. As for the arguing, i just wanna say i'm sorry if i've somehow stirred up dust. Everybody just needs to do their thing, make themself happy, and try not to trample on someone else's happiness. Sound gay? Probably, but oh well its true. Thanks again guys, you have helped.