Negativity

Allright,I'm a pretty negative guy I could find the bad points in a free million dollar check.I constantly ***** at work and tend to weed out the other misserable people to ***** with.I haven't dated in probably 8yrs.I dont really do anything except play in my band and work and get wasted on fridays.On the occasion that I do go out to see another band I usually find myself allone and wanting to be home.Also when I see a girl I like I actually hope she don't talk to me cause I have absolutly nothing to say and I hate having to smile and hold a conversation.I very rarly do anthing involving other people cause I don't like it plain and simple.Am I the only one like this?????