well my life just got crappy....

[IALuder]

well today started off good. woke up early made it to school on time for a change. classes were great. then i went home to eat lunch. thats when i was told my exhuast hasnt come yet. from my mother who is very sick. i went back to school kind of bumed. i went to soccer practice and things were back to normal. but sense i was lazy as hell i got yelled at which may or may not hurt my chances at making varsity. so i was kinda pist off at myself. i get home and looked at the frig. i noticed a note from my dad. it goes at follows. Took Mom To Hospital. Call Me ASAP. Dad. i was like WTF. i called and my mom is going to be in the hopsital for 4 days to 2 Weeks. if she recovers from the arthritist she has. which is the worse type you can get. the one that cripples you and cuts 5-10 yrs off your life. i then told my dad i wanted to get tested to see if i have inherited this type of arthritist. i go in tommorow at 11:45AM to get tested. my exhuast didnt come today either. makes me mad. i know not your fualt stephan. not blamming you. why am i sharing this. i dont know. possible becuase i have had 3 shots of jack and a beer.

i was also told talking about things makes you feel better. i dont believe that. i dont feel better.