I'm not necessarily sure if I'm scared. I know that I will never let anyone do to me what my X just did to me. I've seen a lot of guys in the past 3 or 4 mos and there's just not any that I can see myself being with. Because I ignored qualities that I shouldn't have (bad ones) about my X because I was in love with him, I now just analyze everything about every guy that I see. I look at everything. I'm not one of those girls that needs to have my hand held every minute of every day. I don't need to be with my boyfriend everyday. I don't want to be. Space is key. Don't blow up my cell phone because I don't answer and call me 20 times. I think the guys that I've been seeing act more like a girl than I do when it comes to relationships. They get way too attached, way too fast. Yuck to clinginess.
