bottom line....life sucks
first loves are definetly the biggest speedbumps on the road of life....once the front wheels are over them you pray that you dont scrape before you can get the back wheels over them (you tell yourself its gunna be ok....your gunna make it) and then you slow down just enough and hope beyond hope you dont hear that exhaust scrape....but then once yer over it ya dont look back....you just look ahead to the next one and again hope for the best! haha hope that helps cause for some reason i lost myself and i think im more confused than ever....regardless....first loves are just hard to get over and if someone found a simple solution they could write a book and make millions because you just cant turn feelings on and off like a faucet....you gotta keep drivin and take the bumps as they come....slow and carefull like
and try not to let your lowered car get hurt along the way....because without a doubt there will be more bumps for you somewhere down the line so take the experiences gained from this one and apply them to the next one which will hopefully be easier!