This thread r0x0rz. See, all of you guys do have a soft spot.
As for the topic, I agree with nearly everything above.. in a way, I think you have feelings for her, but how true could it be? Are you sure it's not a flick of infatuation with the crave of not having her, or someone for that matter, to call you own? I really do think Darin has a good view of things..maybe it's not her you're missing entirely, I think it's the companionship.. the relationship itself.
Either way, I wish you the best of luck