Well....after thinking about it seriously, talking to my sister who I am very close to, and weighing what's in her best interest, I have decided to let him adopt her...I'm gonna make a few phone calls tomorrow and see what all is involved........I just hope she understands that I truely love her with all my heart and I'm not doing this for me but for her...it still breaks my heart though and I guess I'll just chalk this up as one more thing to kick my heart in the nuts.......
On a side note, I do not understand my life at all....I really don't. Here I was sitting by myself thinking about my situation when my cell rings...it's a girl that I work with at Red Lobster calling me up wanting a damn booty call...I never even showed interest in this girl but she told me that she's really been thinking about me and had dreams about me the last two nights....I didn't do anything tonight but she wants to hook up on Sunday and yeah you know...wtf?
Anyway, thanks to everyone that gave me support and comments, I appreciate it.......
Rob