Heh, over the past day or whatever I now have a completely different perspective on this...You guys are awesome
I'm completely not stressing over it anymore and I'm planning on going to a party out on the lake with some friends rather than drinking now
I think I've played the great ex-b/f that didn't take the break up wrong long enough...shit I was hanging out with her the day after (for the simple fact that I already had plans with friends and she was there too...) so I hope this makes her think and I wouldn't really care if it did make her hurt.