I havent been lucky my whole life. I dont even know which one I should post here. I just want to pimp myself now and say fuk relationship.... I have been way too nice. The relationship I'm on right now sux so bad. It's not over yet so I will go ahead mention the one before my current one.
A few years back when I visited my family overseas, I fell in love with this girl who works at a bar as an entertainer. It's not a whore house nor a strip club. The girls at this bar are more of a waitress than anything. They are allowed to sit with the customers and bs all night, as long as the customers keep ordering food/drinks. The girls get the tips and a percentage of the final tab.
It just so happen that one of the girl who works at the bar knew me through other people. She introduced me to this gorgeous girl. We hit it on. Got together many times and had a blast hangin out with her and her friends. Her friends have hit on me many times and I just ignored it to stay true and faithful with her. After I left that country, I made a promise to return during the Holidays. We stayed in touch and I spend so much money on overseas phone calls. As promised, I went back to see her, but this time with intentions on giving her an engagement ring.. which I did give her. I left again to come here and started plotting my plans on getting her to move with me. As I started making progress on my plans, I found out that she was pregnant. Not by me. I havent seen her in months, eventhough we communicated throughout the period of our separation. Her sister had told me that she had been seeing me and another guy at the same time. I was a fool for not noticing it. Her sister had a "thing" for me so I didnt believe her at first. I called a family member to investigate. Sure enough, the biatch was pregnant.
There was no verbal closure between us. I just stopped talking to her. She finally wrote me a letter after she gave birth. She confessed. She said that she still wanted to be with me. She wrote to me a few times. I never did write back. But I was drunk one night and called her. I told her how much of a biacth she was.
I still think of her and have always thought of "what could've"... fuk her.
