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Originally posted by BlackWolf
Why would you say something like that?

Hmmmm...well...one of the most important aspects of anyone's life is self realization and understanding some truths about yourself. While it's hard to explain, I can tell you categorically that said girl wouldn't date me on general principle. It's funny...I can't stand the majority of people I come into contact with but after about an hour with them and I can tell you what type of person they are...their tendencies and behaviors in general. Here's the kind of girl who's gonna end up dating me: she'll most likely have some issues that most guys can't handle. She's probably also looking to have someone to take care of (even though I do perfectly fine on my own, many women seem to think that because of my physical abnormalities they need to do things for me that I can do on my own. She can't be one of those girls who's really into external appearances or else I'm f@cked right there. If experience is any indicator she'll probably be on or have been on some sort of psychoactive medication...depression, manic depression, etc. And last but certainly not least, I seem to be relegated to the status of consolation prize. This girl's probably been out playing the field and not having much luck so I become an easy mark if she's willing to slightly lower her standards. I don't say any of this out of loathing or self pity...it's just what I've come to realize after a few failed "relationships" and what I've observed that they all had in common. It'd be a lot easier to lie to myself and pretend that I had no hand in these situations but the hard truth is that I do play a certain role and it's not exactly one I'm proud to be playing. That said, I'd almost be willing to give up on trying to date women altogether if I wasn't dead sure that they'd never approach me first. But like I said...realizing some truths about yourself is very important, even if they suck hardcore.