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Originally posted by spoogenet
Does the girl that you thought you had a good relationship with know that she's pissing you off? Or are you just getting pissed off at her because you realized that the friendship isn't as strong as you thought it was?b
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heh long story. i haven't kept updating it. anyway after a while she keeps hitting on me, then all of a sudden she jumps on me ( no sex tho). it all goes fine for 2 weeks, but i am the unusual quiet kind of guy --doormat-- so she thinks i am hiding stuff from her. I finally let her know my feelings towards her and she seems to pull back. after a while she is all over me again. I ask her if she left someone back in romania, she tells me no, but then she starts talking about her last relationship, how hurt she was when it all ended about 8 months ago. Then at the store at one time i see a picture of a guy in her wallet. I didn't mention anything to her yet about it, then again today she asks me to close her email program. I notice a folder with the guy's name, that wasn't there a few days ago (because i set her computer up), and did some maintenance on it. One thing i forgot to mention is that she used to talk a lot about her hurting me "What if i hurt you ? I don't wanna do that." So i feel like walking away and forget the whole thing happened. I really have strong feelings for her, but i just don't want to be used like that. Maybe it's my fault that i don't make myself clear -- refer to the doormat comment above --. So in the end i might just come back to my honda which is a pisses me off too, but i can figure it out
