Mushroom - yeah, it was an over the counter kind. I have a doctors appointment in about a week. I have to go anyway because 1 they said I would most likely never get pregnant, but if I do I need to see a doctor asap because it's most likely that there will be a lot of complications with everything.
As far as wanting the father to be in the childs life, I never said that I didn't want him to.. I just don't think that he would want to. I'm sure that he could care less, but I don't really know. But in any case, I'm going to talk to him about all this after I go to the doctor.
And yeah, nonovurbizniz is right talking about the crappy part. I'm not callin the child crap, just the sitation is a tad bit shitty. I can honestly say I'm not looking forward to being pregnant or having a kid right now in my life.

But will those views change later down the road? Yeah, maybe.
Thanks...for lettin' me vent
