I'm officially a mess
 

So after some time spent at the student counseling center here on campus, I've decided that it's official...I'm a mess. Between the drinking and the anxiety, I'm just not healthy. So on that note I'll be gone for a few days. I'm going to head back home to KC to get my head on straight. I'll pop in from time to time, but not quite as often. Wish me luck...fuckers.:D

will miss you buddy, good luck man

I'll drink one for you tonight Steve!

good luck steve. it isnt easy sometimes.

Thanks guys. I just need to get back somewhere familiar, not worry about class and other bullshit, and recharge. At least my teachers have all been cool about me missing class.

Re: I'm officially a mess
 

Great...I come back and now you're leaving.....asshole.....

Just kidding, get your head right and get back here......

Hey, if you think a swift kick in the balls with help at all the offer stands on the table....:D

Re: Re: I'm officially a mess
 

That's right fucker...keep talking.:D I'll only be gone until Monday by my best guess. While my teachers have been cool about it, I don't think they'll just let me miss ridiculous amounts of class.

Good luck with getting everything straight.
Take it easy:yes:

Yeah, gl with everything. I've been dealing with anxiety and all that shit my whole life and it just gets worse and worse...hope everything works out for ya.

he's not leaving for mental health, he's leaving so he can plan a diabolical scheme to overthrow the government :yes:

haha i wouldnt doubt it

Your screen name still sucks. :pfft:

haha dude i missed you

Hey steve have fun. Take the time off and relax dude..Don't htink about school. Don't think about here....just shut off your brain for a bit and have a nice relaxing time and fun.

Dude, you left and now I feel bad I didn't get back to the mail. If you get this before Monday, get at me.

Get at you how? I don't have AIM here. Email my white ass...or something.

lol, send his white ass a email.

Oh yeah huh, I remember how it goes there. I'll call you on my cingular side today.

A bit of an update...things got a lot worse after I got back. I'm feeling a little better now but I've been medicating a bit with Klonopin (my normal anxiety med) and alcohol. The first couple days were really bad...I won't bore you with details...but I should be back at school Tuesday night sometime. It's hard to say where things will go from here, but I can't imagine them getting any worse.

And Lyna...I got your message...left you one back. Why ain't you callin' a nigga?:D

I always knew you were fvcked in the head. Thanks for the confirmation..:flick:




Seriously though... I hope you get things worked out.

......steve is seriously ill. he just called himself a nigga.....

..d0ne.

and oh shit, I did get the second message..but you called the wrong number! I thought you said you called the new Cingular one? Jeebus, mang!

I wish I heard the message before I responded cuz uh, that "threat" or "promise" is just too great. So, with that in mind, you won't hear from me for dayyyyss! :D

stay up, gangstaaa

Life kicks you in the nuts most of the time. Once you adjust to it, you will be happier.